The Red Zone Republic

I really hate him to the depths of my bones. I can never forget all the times and memories, i wasted with this ridiculous man. I am torn in an abyss of darkness where i can't find any redemption nor atonement. What i know, is that i am pouring a lot of tears for a scenario that i never deserved. If they only had given me the choice as to where i should be born... i could have chosen a different home:( a home that i won't be criticized nor looked under the belt. There were no days that had passed by that i never regret what had happened to me and i won't hesitate to admit that i still do feel the same way. But the issue falls not under me its with him and there can be no forgiveness on my part. I am suffering and i am tired. Hope this could be like any other fairy tale where there is always a happy ending. No an ending without him and his face.